What do you do

by HisNeko

What do you do
When the one you love
Has someone else
And the one your with
You wish you could love

I'm praying for an answer
Don't think it will come.
I'm praying for his arms
Now that I'm finally going numb.

I asked him to love me,
And i thought that he would,
If this is love
It doesn't feel so good.

These cuts on my wrist
Won't seem to go away,
These cuts on my wrist
Haunt me as i pray.

I'm sitting on my bed and,
Thoughts drift to him,
And how he reminds me
Of things we could have been

So what do i do?
Cause I'm still afraid
I'm hoping with his touch,
Thoughts of you will fade

Theres still songs
I just can't hear,
Theres just some smells
That bring me to tears.

Rejection my biggest fear,
Because of you
In my mind its smeared

Now he's calling it shy
But its really just fear
Scared of shedding
Just one more tear.