I'm Not What You Are Looking For...

by Nonna

Tell me what kind of girl?
what do you wish me to be?
coz I'm done trying
being anyone but me

do you want me to care?
or to not give a damn
do you love to see me jealous?
or just to be the way i really am

do you want me to ask about you?
and know more about your day
do you want me close?
or shall i just stay away

do you want to know my future plans?
or it really doesn't matter
do you love to see me happy without you?
or you will be happier to see me suffer

do you want me to talk seriously?
or to just say jokes and laugh
do you want me to tell you the absolute truth?
or just to tell you the good half

so tell me coz I'm done trying being always funny
or being interested in things when i am not
I'm sick of trying to impress you
when it's always i do not and not

I'm sorry if we ever hurt-ed each other
it's just we are not meant to be more
I'm sorry it took me a long time to see
I'm not what you are looking for