Believing In Your Fake Forever...

by Nonna

I told you,be realistic
there is a consequence to every decision
i told you,love is a relation between two
not a task nor a mission

i told you if you don't love me
don't lie to me from the start
i told you if you promised me forever
don't you ever break my heart

i don't know what really happened
but you broke your promise somehow
what happened to your "together ever after"
i need some answers right here,right now

still i can't figure out how you are expecting me
to forgive your every mistake
how could i always give
when there is nothing in return i take

how could i stay strong
knowing you don't care about me anymore
should i fake a stupid smile and say to myself
it doesn't hurt to lose the one thing you are living for

how could i feel your "i love you's"
knowing that to you it doesn't mean a thing
how could i let you go
when you once were my everything

how could your feelings change
when i still feel the same way
how could love fades that fast
why did you have to go away

you were my one and only
the one whom with i wanted to grow old
you were my dream comes true
why did you let this love grows so cold

but i just can't give up on you
not now not ever
so i will act like you are not hurting me
and learn how to believe in your fake forever