I Could Wish For Better

by Beautifully Disfigured

Everytime you turn around I lose my sense of wonder
And everytime you turn around I stumble about
And everytime you turn around I wonder what I have lost

Everytime you look at me I feel my knees get weak
And everytime you look at me I stumble from the street
And everytime you look at me I lose my inner turmoil

I can see the way you look at me
I can see the smile in the creases
And I can see the swiftness in your movements

But for once I have found
A place for only me
You cant see me

The endless nights Im awake
Dreaming of you
The torture that you bring
Has not made me anew

So I tell you this
I could wish for better
And if I had a dream
I would wish for better

Because the things you do to me
Makes me wish for better
I could wish for better