Bitter love

by Tiffany Fleenor

Bitter tears of unspoken love streaming down my cheek.
the days, the memories, i keep close to my heart laying here so weak..
i choke back the feelings, the words of love because i know, you don't care.
i fade, staring with this blank mind while i try to gasp for air.
fate isn't so kind, time will not change. my feelings for you is just intertwined.
love and hate, hate and love. the emotions run, which you find, and dispose of.
so tell me, is this what you meant when you told me you'd never hurt?
because im sure this is, the way you just avert..
please don't let me feel this again, after ive been healed.
i thought you can fix me, mend me and love me but you leave us concealed.
i want to let go. but this kills my heart.
knowing you won't care.
we would be better off apart.
but it will leave my eyes with this bitter taste of despair.