Jared (1990-2008)

by ShesxSuchxAxDrug

I still feel you,
See you in my room.
I hear your voice,
Echoing from your tomb.
You may be buried,
You may be long gone.
But I still have you,
Tightly held in my arms.
I remember when you said,
That I was perfect.
I was your best friend,
And that was no secret.
You helped me with,
Every problem I ever had.
You helped to calm,
My body when I was mad.
Every wound that reopened,
You sewed back shut.
Needle and thread handy,
There never was a "but".
You held my head,
When I was sick and cold.
It pains me to know,
Together, we wont grow old.
You'll always be that young man,
That aboded in my heart.
Now that you are gone,
That feeling is falling apart.
I know you want what's best,
For me and my life.
For me to pursue my art career,
Have children and be a good wife.
I'll always think of you,
When my children hug me.
And when I look into their eyes,
It'll be you that I see.
That one person who cared,
When no one else did.
The emptiness I feel now,
My heart could never be rid.
I can only pray,
You're watching me from above.
Trying to tell me,
It's always been me that you loved.
You were a friend,
You were a lover,
You were an angel,
You were a brother,
You were a peacemaker,
You were a solider.

You were and will always be, everything to me.....

~*~R.I.P JARED~*~
(1990-2008)