Your killing me.

by BrokenVodkaBottle

Im lost inbetween.
who i was and who i want to be
the drugs the achahole the sex
is this really me?
i used to be inlove
used to have dreams.
but everything seemed to fall
apart at the seams.
im crushed and betrayed
hurt beyond repair.
how can i save myself again?
this pain, it isnt fair.
you let me go.
then you pull me back
you broke me dissed me.
how could you do me like that?
i loved you.
with as much as i could with this broken heart
you said you loved me,
then you sat there and tore me apart
tell me what do i do.
when the person i love is the person i hate
tell me, how do i walk away,
but how do i stay when pain you create.