I want to feel loved

by D

I want to feel loved
I am afraid of letting you in
I am afraid of what it will lead to
I want to feel loved
I wish I had someone that was close to me
I wish I had someone I could trust
I want to feel loved
I am afraid of the pain you could cause me
I am afraid of what you will want from me
I want to feel loved
I wish you could hold my hand
I wish you could gently kiss my lips
I want to feel loved
I am afraid of you leaving me behind
I am afraid of being used and misused
I want to feel loved
I wish I could lay my head upon your chest and hear the beat of your heart
I wish I could hug you tight and know nothing would break us apart
I want to feel loved
I am afraid of my past coming back
I am afraid of my nightmares of being touched coming back
I want to feel loved
I wish there was one person I thought of all day long
I wish there was one person I could tell the truth too
I want to feel loved
I am afraid I am pushing you away
I am afraid I am putting up a shield that has never yet been let down
I want to feel loved
I wish I wasnt so afraid
I wish I was in Love
I want to feel loved
I am afraid it will never happen
I am afraid love is just not in me or maybe it was taken from me
I want to feel lovedddd...