Love-Hate Relationship

by LNP Loud N Proud

The very sight of you sickens me
Your words steal the air from my lungs
Your enigmatic presence purges the life from my bones
Yet, I can't get you out of my system

You've changed me, molded me into another being
One who is devoid of his former self
A lackluster shine emits from my body
A torn-down, faded aura representing a lost boy
Yet I can't get rid of you

I've still had the dreams that keeps me loving you
Still the idea of blissful comfort in your arms
Flutters constantly through my mind
The warm taste of your lips, the scenic view your eyes behold
Your very name, Cindy... Cindy... ringing with the wind
I am so much addicted to you

I should have moved on
With so many things to distract me
You'd think they hold a constant effect
I've tried other girls, but they all pale in comparison
Everything else can be traced back to you
A hiccup I'd gladly trade for any fatal disease
Because this will soon kill me

One cannot deny what the heart truly wants
And I am powerless to stop mine
It pains me to say I forever will love you
Because I know it's something you will never do
I shall continue my fool-hardy love for you