Only for some seconds...

by Cannot WAIT to leave teenhood

Cavernous, faraway, (A second)
Exits feelings return to their original scene, (5 seconds)
Possessing a harsh and dominating numbness,
A tube where my saliva passes dooms arid. (10 seconds)
Pictures of you and I recommences, (1 second)
By the moment of my blooded beating heart, (11 seconds)
Hollows into mist (15 seconds)

I fought the wrath of your reoccurring disease,
I DONT NEED THIS!
I DONT WANT IT!

I curl myself by the white flag I submit,
O' why did you have to do this to me?

Fought, and fought is what I've done.
But what seems to me I had won?
Hours, days, months I did struggle.
But there will always be some seconds,
ONLY for some seconds...