Confusion of New Love

by Jaymie

Love is a complicated thing.
Am I in love?
I really don't know.

I know he's in love with me,
Of all the things he says,
He says he loves me.

If only I knew if I was in love,
Life is complicated,
Filled with complicated things.

What is love?
Does he know?
I sure don't know.

I wish I knew what love is,
I wish I knew what he thought of love,
So many thoughts of love.

I think I'm in love,
But I'm not certain,
I would be so much easier if I could figure out myself.

My heart, my mind, and my emotions,
They are so confusing,
I wish I knew myself better to figure out what I'm feeling.

I'm sorry,
Sorry for everything I've caused,
Sorry about my uncertain self.

I really do care,
That's all I know,
I know nothing else.

Life is just as complicated,
As complicated as love,
And it's something that will never change.

I'm glad you understand,
I need someone like you in my life,
I hope you never leave.

Despite of everything,
Everything I've caused,
You still care, you still stay, you still love me.

You're a very good person,
I wish I knew,
I wish I knew so much of what I don't know.