I love you goodbye

by Gazette18

The imagery of life has brought me into this perception
That sometimes we tend to live in an illusion
Never knowing what we are really up to
When to give up or when to strive hard and pursue

I am often trapped in this absconding view
Trying to recall a dream, everything about you
Reminiscing the moments of solace despite of the pain
How could I ever move on, am I still waiting here in vain?

I have been abashed by few, and now I don't know what to believe in
Am I going through even if the hurting crawls deep under my skin?
My tears run dry but my heart still shouts for your name
How could I love you still if you were never the same?

Have you ever asked why I still try approaching you
No matter if you try to neglect and push me away too
It breaks my heart when I see you turn your back
I was as if on the verge of the trembling falling rocks

I was so piteous trying to still have just one glimpse of you
Because you were the first I loved with my all, my all that was true
If only I could have a time machine and be right back where everything was right
If only I have known you'd turn cold then I must not have tried to even fight

Heart of mine, when are you going to stop chasing after the person that has broken you?
My mind, when are you going to stop thinking of the yesterdays that were gone without a clue?
My soul, when will you ever learn to soar alone in cold
My everything has been taken away because of something I have been told

"Goodbye" that is the most unfair word for me
Why did you ever have to come if in the end you'll leave me hanging free?
Why do you have to make promises that you never did know how to keep?
You've got it all; you've had me superficially and deep

Now I am left, taking just one more glimpse of you
Because tomorrow might never come, I may lose control too
I'm dying from a disease that is to take me away forever
But my love for you will live on, no matter if you never could remember...

Â©2009 Gahzette18