Confusing?

by Gazette18

I can't have a love times two
Because my heart only belongs to you
My future is with you my dear
And not with her, that I state clear

Even if you're far away
In my heart you'll always stay
Even if she fills in the spaces you've left
Her feelings of affection I cannot accept

I miss you, and there she gives me a hug
But not as warm as yours my love
She gives me company when I feel blue
But not as tender as the security I feel when I'm with you

Long distance relationships are often hard
While you were away she came and gave me high regard
She gave me the things you weren't able to give
But living without you I cannot conceive

Am I being deceitful? Am I being selfish?
Will I hurt you, am I being foolish?
ArrrrGghh! What am I supposed to do?
It is you that I love but I guess I was falling for her too//*