Trying to let u go

by Lacey

Do you ever think about me, when you're alone up in the night?
Left with your thought and wishes, somewhere out of sight
Do you ever dream or picture of how our life could have been?
If we had strived to fight for a love that we felt was truly real
sometimes my heart goes numb, I almost can not feel

do you ever look at old photos, the ones with smiling faces?
Or have you thrown those away, have other taken their places
Does your heart ever feel warmth for the love we used to share?
Or like the photos have your feeling for me become something old
Sometimes I can not feel, my heart has turned cold

Do you refrain yourself whispering my name from your lips?
Have you forgotten the feel of my skin on your fingertips?
Do memories sometimes tease you with the taste of our kisses?
Like a tattoo in scripted in your head, do you see me when you sleep
My heart has turned cold; my love for you is no longer deep

Do you ever replay our old conversations at times in your head?
Alone when desires come to live, and you wish you were dead?
Do emotions ever swallow you, making you have regrets?
Or take you back in the past, where love made time stand still
My love for you is no longer deep; we've lost what was real

Do you ever question, if we would have made it through the rain
If we had forgiven our mistakes, would there have been so much pain
Do I ever cross your mind or have those memories finally been erased
Have you moved on, I guess I will never know?
We have lost what was real, so I learnt to let you go

~*<3*~