Dont let go

by Erin

I'm lost in my body.
I'm lost in my sole.
My body does not feel whole.

My feelings are mixed.
My wishes aren't true.
For some reason I can never figure out what to do.

My body says no, but my heart says yes.
I cannot control this outragous beating in my chest.

Do I love you?
Do I want you?
Is it true?

Ruining my future all for you?

I want to.
I need to.
But I know that it is wrong.
I know if I try to do this my body will not be strong.

To leave you and go to another state..
Makes me realize that we can no longer date.

I hate it.
I dispise it.
I need you so.
Please baby do not let my body go.