Pretending it's not real

by Christina Gomes

A shooting star flew by
And you quickly came to mind
You're exactly what I wanted
You're what my thoughts would find

Our friendship flashed before me
And a smile I found on my face
I loved each and every moment
Of your sweet enchanting grace

I was memorized so much
By the words that you would speak
I couldn't seem to help
That I'd always grow so weak

At first I liked our friendship
How we could trust each other
How our friendship grew so strong
With one another

I'm not sure when it started
But i began to fall for you
I couldn't stop my feelings
There was nothing I could do

But soon my feelings grew stronger
And you're all I thought about
My heart was beating only for you
And in that there was no doubt

I tried to get over it
Knowing it would never be
Knowing I was just playing with my feelings
Thinking you would fall for me

I didn't tell anyone
Not even my best friends
Didn't want to risk our friendship
Didn't want it to end

I couldn't control it
I yearned for you so much
Didn't want anything else
Except your gentle touch

I kept my mouth shut
Trying to deny it to myself
Pretending I didn't have those feelings
Lying to myself

This love is starting to hurt
Pretending it's not real
Trying to put it in the past
Refusing to reveal

~Please vote and comment~
���©Copyright Christina Gomes 2005


Submission date : 2005-03-13
Last edit : 2007-04-28

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Latest comments

Music♥Memories ( F P C D ) at 2006-12-28

It sucks* Don't know what I was thinking. lol

XxFallenxFromxGracexX ( F P C D ) at 2007-01-22

Great poem! hunny i can totally realte!! its so hard to love someone who loves you as a friend...ive been through that and just recently i told him how much i used to like him and he was really hurt i hadnt told him maybe you should just come clean!! its better than hiding love and in the end it will hurt less!! if u need me just message me!!
Great poem!
Luv FallenxFromxGrace

kayla T ( F P C ) at 2007-01-25

This is really good ! keep it up!

if only he knew ( F P C ) at 2007-04-27

Omg i know how you feel i feel in love with my best guy friend and we have been friends for 5 years and i have been likeing him for 2 and a half. but i know how you feel because he likes me but we dont want to break our friendship soooooo now he goes with my best friend meagan and i dont like it but i guess if hes happy i am. 5/5 great poem

StOrY oF a GiRL at 2008-04-01

OMG I love it love it love it its a wonderful poem is totally what im going through WoW!!! Great Job!

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