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by Renee Murdock

Why do guys do what they do?
why do they always end up hurting you?
we spend all our time with them on our mind
when disappointment is all we ever find
is it just me?
can i not see?
we look in their eyes
but never see their lies.
I'm so confused
i never know when I'm being used
all i ever find is sorrow
and that makes me not wanna see tomorrow.
there have to be some good guys out there
cause I'm sick and tired of pulling out my hair.
why cant they like you for who you are?
and not just wanna get you in the backseat of their car?
i just wanna find the perfect guy
so there will be no more tears for me to cry.