I will always love you

by Jenni

I just want you to know
That you are the one i loved
With all my heart and soul
Did i love you from the start.

I know i get moody at times
But you would understand.
You'd say:"together we'll withstand"
And offer me your hand,

You always appreciated me
And never took me for granted.
That's how i wanted it to be
Though things changed instead.

A distance started growing
Between the closeness that we had.
At the beginning it wasn't showing
But everything turned out really bad.

You broke up out of the blue
It came so surprising.
I did not know what to do
The problems they were rising.

I wanted us to meet
So you could explain.
I did not believe you'd cheat
I knew you were not to blame.

By the time i found your letter
You had already left.
I was positive things would get better
Till i read what you had said:

I am really sorry baby,
I do not want you to suffer
Or make me leaving so much tougher
One day you'll forgive me, maybe.

My stomach started hurting.
It got worse everyday
My situation was alerting.
Here is what the doc'd say:

'Sorry, you've got cancer
Very soon you will die'
Hearing that put tears in my eyes
And i knew it would cause you to cry.

I really can not stand hurting you,
It's something you shouldn't be put through.
So i beg for your forgiveness
much love and be blessed.

Reading that cut like a knife
All i ever wanted was to be his wife.
I wish we could of fought together
We would of made it better.

I just want you to know
That you are the one i loved
With all my heart and soul
Did i love you from the start.