I Lost It On A One Night Stand
When most girls think
Of their first time
I'm sure this is not
What they had in mind
4 days I knew him
To be exact
But in fact, it felt
A lot longer than that
I'm aware that this
Is not and excuse
But please kindly spare me
From such verbal abuse
Cause there was one thing
I didn't want to risk
To be loved and left
In one word dismissed
Thats why my boyfriend
Just wouldn't do
He could leave me
Sad, lonely and blue
So I saved the emotions
For another time
Cause he got his
And I got mine
I suppose that why
Is the age-old question
But worst comes to worst
We did use protection
Naughty I felt
And a slight sense of pride
Followed by tears
Swelling up in my eyes
I know this is not
The way things should happen
So please don't condemn me
I was young and dumb back then
I see him still
Every once in a while
But we do not speak
I nod and he smiles
That piece of me
I cant take back
I'm still not sure
If I'm fine with that
It happened to me
And ill be damned
I lost it on
A one-night stand