It's Hard...

by deadnalone

I don't know if this is in the right place.

Please tell me what you feel for me,
Tell me what we've got,
Because I canΓÇÖt take this anymore,
Do you like me or do you not?

ItΓÇÖs hard to tell you I miss you,
And itΓÇÖs hard to admit that you donΓÇÖt understand,
ItΓÇÖs hard to not still love you,
When youΓÇÖre sat there holding my hand,

ItΓÇÖs hard to be so close to you,
And try and believe weΓÇÖre just friends,
ItΓÇÖs hard not to wish for my dreams,
And itΓÇÖs hard not to wish that we didn't end,

ItΓÇÖs hard to sit here and wonder,
Just what you feel for me,
Do you still hold me in your heart?
Or just great friends are we…

Please tell me what you feel for me,
Tell me what we've got,
Because I canΓÇÖt take this anymore,
Do you like me or do you not?

ItΓÇÖs hard to forget the times with you,
When nothing could break me down,
ItΓÇÖs hard to forget what I meant to you,
And when you took my frown,

ItΓÇÖs hard to try and remember,
That my dreams donΓÇÖt come true,
ItΓÇÖs sometimes hard to remember,
That no longer can I have you,

ItΓÇÖs hard to not still love you,
And to erase you from my heart,
The one that you once fixed,
And then you tore apart…

Please tell me what you feel for me,
Tell me what we've got,
Because I canΓÇÖt take this anymore,
Do you like me or do you not?

ItΓÇÖs hard to not want you back,
And to be holding and kissing you,
ItΓÇÖs hard to not daydream about it,
Whilst having nothing else to do,

ItΓÇÖs hard to not wish for a second chance,
At what I once had and have lost,
ItΓÇÖs hard not to wish for you to be mine,
When our fingers are entwined; criss-crossed,

ItΓÇÖs hard not to feel that I need you,
To save me from hurt that is planned,
And I donΓÇÖt get just what I mean to you,
When we are sat holding hands,

So please tell me what you feel for me,
Please tell me what we've got,
Because I just donΓÇÖt understand,
Do you want me or do you not?