Secretly (song)

by Mild insomnia

IΓÇÖm breaking down
deep in my heart,
Been shattering right
from the start.

Secretly,
YouΓÇÖre everything I dream,
And honestly,
YouΓÇÖre all IΓÇÖd ever need.

But you’ll never know…
Cos IΓÇÖm freezing cold,
And tangled in this spider web,
ThatΓÇÖs been spun by you my dear.

IΓÇÖd be so numb if it werenΓÇÖt for you,
And all youΓÇÖve done; itΓÇÖs made me pull through.

Secretly,
YouΓÇÖre everything I dream,
And honestly,
YouΓÇÖre all IΓÇÖd ever need.

And I cry inside…
Cos I have to hide…
When I just want to say it,
But heΓÇÖs caught me by the wrists.

With hands of blades,
HeΓÇÖs holding onto me,
Oh, the mess IΓÇÖve made,
And I can’t find an escape…

But you’ll never know…
That IΓÇÖm freezing cold,
And tangled in this spider web,
ThatΓÇÖs been spun to keep me here.