All My Life

by Sarah Ann

For all my life
I loved one guy
But I can’t say it
I’m just too shy

I want to know
What he will say
But I am afraid
He’ll walk away

I’m scared to hear
The words I hate
He might say no
Or I am too late

I won’t tell him
Not to feel sad
For he might say
That it’s too bad

And maybe then
I will be in pain
There are feelings
I cannot explain

I think its better
To keep it all in
So that this way
I will always win

In my fantasy life
Or even in sleep
I will always have
His heart to keep

Yet I still do wish
That he will see
Just how much
He means to me

.......I know, not good...forget it.