I promise to change for you
Just lying here
Facing the wall
Dropping tear after tear
and into this pit i fall
Outside it is raining
I can hear it pounding
Along with my heart beating
Along with my heart breaking
Slowly gets harder to breath
What if i cannot stand it?
I look down, to see mascara on my sleeve
And my wrist i have slit
Can i deal with this fate?
What if i cant stay strong?
Is all that i deserve hate?
My punishment for my wrong?
You are my entire universe
Even when we arn't together
And i wish i could just reverse
All I've done, so we'll last forever
I will give it my all
To try and change for you
Though when i try to fly i fall
I just cant stand to argue
Just laying on my side now
Thinking about what to do
And trying to decide how
I can change for you