Never Figured out the Truth

by Kitten3

Thought you would catch on by now
But you haven't
You've never fully figured out
This tear stained secret
I've never figured out why I love you
But to me you are perfect
You have everything I want in a man
And so much more
Yet I will never have you
You don't really know I want you
I don't know why
But I just can't tell you
Fear
Tears
Rejection
Heartache
Love
Deception
Caring
I have no clue
How you would react
But I am so afraid to figure it out