If You Are Reading This

by TinyDancer46

If you are reading this
I want you to know
That even after all this time
I haven't let you go

I still think of you
When I'm all alone
I still hope you'll call me
As I stare at the phone...

If you are reading this
Maybe then you'll see
That even after all this time
You're everything to me

And I'm trying so hard
To not become sad
When I start to think about
What we could have had...

If you are reading this
Maybe you'll understand
How much it hurts me
To see you hold her hand

But you won't know I'm sad
You won't know I want to die
Because I'm still smiling
Even when I want to cry

And if you are reading this
I hope you will see...
That I'm still in love with you
And it's slowly killing me