Like i used to

by maressa

I don't smile like i used to
or laugh like i did before
all i know is that my life has changed
and miss you even more

every single night
i can't help but let tears fall
i still need someone to talk to
i still need your phone call
i still need your smile
because every time i need some help
it's your number that i always dial
i still need to know
about us being friends
as that as far as we will ever go?

and although it's hard to let go
i want you to always know
I'll be there for you till the end
I'll be there even if I'm just your friend