Behind My Soul
There is a woman behind my heart
has always been there from the start
loves teasing me when i am in pain
spit on my wounds just to lick once again
there is a little child behind my eyes
my love for him increases with every blink
i crush my desires to erase his cries
for his one fragile smile i would let mine sink
there is someone behind my soul
just standing there and staring at my life ahead
someone who has stood all alone
and prayed for life when I should have been dead
now all these creatures are part of me
yet no one has ever been satisfied
love doesn't look at my way anymore
no matter just how hard i have tried