Falling Too Fast

by Lynzie

I don't know what to do
I don't get what I'm going through
I can't find the words to say
Or even grasp why I feel this way

I need to take time slow myself down
Don't want to again hit the ground
I need to think all of it through
I think I'm falling too fast too fast for you

You're what I look forward to every day
When we talk time seems to just tick away
Everything that you say seems so real
I can't help it; I can't change the way I feel

I need to take time slow myself down
Don't want to again hit the ground
I need to think all of it through
I think I'm falling too fast too fast for you

It seems that your not here to hurt me
Or at least thats what my heart believes
Though my mind is a complete mess
My thoughts of you can't come to a rest

I know that we are just friends
And our journey has only began
But I can't help you swept me off my feet
Causing me to possibly fall too deep

I need to take time slow myself down
Don't want to again hit the ground
I need to think all of it through
I think I'm falling too fast too fast for you

The only reason I'm trying to stop
Is because I don't want to be caught
Caught up in all if it all alone
Or it being only me who smiles one the phone

I know that for me you say you care
But is it enough for you to always be there
And I'm not talking about as always just a friend
I'm saying all the way up until the very end

Time will have to tell me what I want to know
Will deeper feelings for me start to show?
Though it seems you were the angel from my prayers
Until you know what I'm asking this is what I swear

I'm going to keep all these feelings to myself
Cause I don't know if they will hurt us or help
So confused about all thats going on
Is it just me am I the only one

Or are you thinking all of this too
Are you wondering how much I am into you
Are you too trying to keep it all in?
Do you tell yourself over and over again?

That you need to take time slow yourself down
Cause you don't want to again hit the ground
Are you asking yourself if any of this could be?
Do you think your falling too fast too fast for me?

If you're thinking all of this too
There is only one thing we can do
Come out and tell each other how we feel
But until I know for sure, my lips are sealed

Their closed with a secret that only I know
And unless you confess I will never let go
Never let the my sweet secret be revealed
Unless you can make my broken heart heal

But none of this right now is known
So towards you all my feelings can't be shown
This is what I'll do until we both can say
That without a doubt we feel the same way

I need to take time slow myself down
Don't let myself fall to the ground
I can't go through all of the pain again
I'm not going to fall too fast too fast for him!