Was It All Just Lies?

by Kristina

Somedays I wonder,
If you ever really loved me at all,
Or if everything you said to me,
Was a lie and you watched me fall.

When you told me you loved me,
I believed that it was true,
But now that we aren't together,
You don't say it to me anymore.

Did you only say it cause,
I was your girlfriend
And you thought you had to?

I'm not sure what to believe now,
I don't think you ever did love me,
Maybe everything I thought we had,
Wasn't really what it should have been.

You probably never really cared about me,
Like you always told me you did,
Maybe it was all just lies you said,
And the whole time you were using me.