Not Pretending Anymore

by Never URs

I'm tired of acting like I don't love you,
I'm sick of pretending not to know you.
The look I don't give you,
when you walk by.
Makes me want to saunter off,
and cry.
Because I have to be fake,
I have to lie.
Because I love you,
I'm going to die.
You make me not real,
not true to myself.
The feelings I get,
are full of doubt.
Why won't you return,
the glances I give you.
When I make eye-contact,
you simply take no que.
I love you alot,
but I can't show it.
Because you would ignore it,
and never return it.